February 2012
Anonymous asked: I figured you'd go back to him.
Anonymous asked: Are you and Trae going to start dating again?
I can’t to leave this house. So I can finally see you. So I can let this out. It’s overwhelming. And it’s confusing and scary. I’m scared. Terrified. But I’m going to tell you because holding it in is like having a ten thousand pound weight on my shoulders. I don’t know how to explain this. Good luck to me.
And when everything was going wrong, you came into my life. Yes, it was just a conversation. But, it meant more than you know to me. You actually showed interest in my life and thoughts. & you opened up as well and shared apart of your life with me. This has been the best night and conversation I’ve had in awhile. You will never know that you saved me from sinking deeper. All it took was...
I want to meet someone, anyone. Someone who is intelligent & intellectual. Who will give me back everything that I give them. Someone who will see the beauty in things like I do. Someone who thinks deeply.
Anonymous asked: What exactly does your tattoo mean?
I hope to God you are happy with her because she is about the ONLY person you will have when you get out. And the only thing you’ll be able to do is leave. I gave you everything I had. You needed $400 for bail money? I got that shit in a day. But fuck you. You played the game well & you won. You have truly fucked me up in the head. Don’t ever fucking write me. I’m heart...
It’s selfish as fuck of me to ask her to trust me. To ask her to talk to me. After the shit I put her through for nearly a year. What was I thinking ? But I can’t help it. I miss her. I know that if I were given a 2nd chance , I’d do it right this time. I’d treat her the way she deserves. I’ve changed & it hurts that I can’t show her. But I’m so...
I’ve really shocked myself, to be honest. Just one year ago, I was treating people as if they meant nothing to me. I’d cheat and lie, just because I fucking could. However, that morning I woke up and had a million missed calls from jail, changed me forever. I went to therapy for 9 months. I had so man problems, mentally. But I have overcome all of those. & I wonder why it took so...
jonathanfagley asked: I love when you get on tumblr. Everything you post is so wonderful <3
