It’s selfish as fuck of me to ask her to trust me. To ask her to talk to me. After the shit I put her through for nearly a year. What was I thinking ? But I can’t help it. I miss her. I know that if I were given a 2nd chance , I’d do it right this time. I’d treat her the way she deserves. I’ve changed & it hurts that I can’t show her. But I’m so proud she stood her ground. Bittersweet goodbye n